I’ve never needed thoughts and prayers as bad as I need them right now. My entire world is falling apart. I just want to make the person I care about more than anything, happy. And he doesn’t think I can anymore and so he’s giving up on me. After 2 years and 4 months of long distance, I know what I needed to do to fix it but the distance made us never get that chance. He said he needs to do leave me and thinks he’ll finally feel free and happy. I was blindsided. I saw myself marrying him and living the rest of my life always happy once our distance was eliminated. He admitted he could end up waking up thinking he made a mistake but he doesn’t think it’ll be the case. He also admitted that he wants to wake up feeling that way but thinks he won’t. Please, my immense passion to make him happy, my love for him, and his want to be happy with me and feel that way in the morning, to me, seems like more than enough to fix things if he gives me the chance. Please, anyone who reads this, even if you don’t believe in God or prayer, please pray for me. I’m heartbroken and my future is now a black hole. Please pray for my love to wake up and realize it was a mistake, pray that my sun will rise tomorrow morning, illuminating my future again. All I want is for him to give me a fair chance to make him happy again, because I know I can do it.
FUCK YOU if you think that street harassment is a “compliment” or “no big deal” or that it’s “irrational” of us to be afraid because “what’s actually gonna happen.” Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you some more.
This is terrorism. (via brutereason)